So today, I intended to fast and completely failed. I am feeling like absolute shit and want to curl up and die. I really need to get this control back! Next monday I am starting 3 weeks of restricting, and I can NOT fail in that, I have to get thin guys, I can't stand it any longer. I don't care how ill it makes me feel, these sacrifices have to be made to get to where I want to be, right?

I am a fat failure 

:'o( 

Stay Strong girlies 

xxxxxxx

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